When you’re dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part

Lost him for good. And now I’m in so much pain.

#prom

I guess that means I’ll go try and fail at being pretty. Here’s to nothing.

I broke up with a boy who treated me better then anyone has ever treated me, who respected me and cared about me more then I could’ve expected. And I hurt him so badly. I let him go for someone who told me that they’d be there for me whenever and a guy that definitely did not respect me. Within 2 weeks he just stopped talking to me with no explanation or even the respect to answer me. So now I’m left hurting for 3 reasons. I’m hurt because I have been played once again, because you won’t talk to me, and lastly because I hurt you so badly. I want you back so badly and miss you so so much that my heart actually hurts. But I fucked up and definitely don’t deserve you. Hurting real bad tonight.

Fuck.

too many flaws to count.

because I’m definitely extremely nervous I’m going to get hurt again really soon, and I don’t think I’m ready to be let down again.

Waah I’m sick and I really just want someone to cuddle with :(

So a guy I work with who has a lot of tattoo equipment and is really good at it said he’d tat me up for free this summer. So excited

Got a wristband to get in to see the wonder years play at Newbury comics in Massachusetts in a few weeks. Such a pleasant surprise, can’t wait to see my baby soupy!!